Freestyle 3
By Morlica Long
I can’t explain the
pain that I feel
I just wished this feeling wasn’t real
I did everything right
I made it through the struggles of life
When times got so rough
I was still standing tough
I watched every step I made
I tried not to make a mistake
But at the end
Pain came back again
I’ve never prayed to the lord above
Or asked for help in life and love
But not I’m actually praying
But god ain’t answering
Where the fuck was he when my home girl gots shot
Where the fuck was he when I lost the strength I gots
Where the fuck was he when my homeboy went missing
Where the fuck was he when my crew gots shot by a drive by shooting
So where the fuck was he
When I spent every night crying
I let all my emotions free
Thinking it’ll prevent me from hurting
But it’s just too late
Nobody can help me not even fate
Every single night I cried
I asked God why
Why the hell am I living
When it feels like I’m dying
Every moment of my life was once the best
But now it’s made so much pain in my chest
Time’s been passing by so slow
That every second erases a part of my soul
What the fuck am I supposed to do
When I can’t even trust my fucken crew
will I ever see the damn light
To a road that’s actually heading right…
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